May 2011
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I wish someone would show me what a real...
I know of it, but I honestly have no clue on how it feels like.
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I'm mentally exhausted.
I’m sick and tired of you so called parents calling me a nuisance in my own fucking language, thinking I don’t understand. Well want to know something? I do fucking understand fluently, you just always assumed I don’t. Why am I a nuisance, may I ask? Is it because I have a job, paying for everything myself, never asking you for anything, going where I need to go, even by walking,...
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Note to self:
Do not let yourself be in another position where you’re a second option to someone, again.
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"I know what I want, but sometimes I forget what I...
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Building walls, rather than bridges.
I’m not entirely sure you’ll be able to understand, it’s a trait that I hate myself and need to work on because I feel like I miss out on many amazing people that step into my life. I want people to understand that it’s not on purpose. I don’t want to push people away, nor not let them in. It’s not even dwelling in the past, it’s more of protecting...
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"If you love someone, you would fight for them to...
No, fuck that. If they loved someone, they wouldn’t have left in the first place. Don’t waste your time on someone who isn’t giving any noticeable effort in return.
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Don't make a promise, if there's even the...
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Vulnerability.
When there’s something wrong, I never like to talk about it with anyone. I learned that I should handle things myself. I don’t want anyone to see me in that state of mind where I’m breaking down. I don’t want anyone to know my weaknesses and what gets to me. They can use it against me. I don’t let people be there for me, I don’t know what’s wrong with...