January 2012
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I'm in need of the longest hug right now.
Please..
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"I'm over here feeling like a wreck, and you're...
If people want to leave, then there’s the door. I’ll hold it open for you too if you’d like. I wasn’t going to fight for you. If you want to leave, then leave. You’re the who left, I’m not going to let you see a hint of weakness.
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Vulnerability. →
lloydcg:
When there’s something wrong, I never like to talk about it with anyone. I learned that I should handle things myself. I don’t want anyone to see me in that state of mind where I’m breaking down. I don’t want anyone to know my weaknesses and what gets to me. They can use it against me. I don’t let people be there for me. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but I don’t....
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Fuck doubts and insecurities.
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I hate admitting feelings towards anyone.
lloydcg:
I’m just afraid of making a fool out of myself.
I hope it wasn’t a mistake. :/
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LOL <3 We cute ~
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Know the difference between being "real" and just... →
lloydcg:
You think you’re being real by being an inconsiderate asshole? If it’s not necessary to say, then don’t fucking say it. Being blunt means you say your own opinion even if it’s not what the person wants to hear. But saying it out of nowhere, out of place, and just to simply talk shit you don’t even know, is just rude as fuck. Know the difference because if you don’t, then just keep it to...
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"But, they're family."
What’s your point in saying they’re my family? You know what that means, it means that I share the same blood as them. That’s it, and that’s only it. Period. Just because they’re family, I’m supposed to be automatically close to them? Does that mean they’ll automatically support me or love me unconditionally? No, it doesn’t. Because I support myself....
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It's ironic.
How the people that leave me are actually the ones who come crawling back to me trying to ask for forgiveness.
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If I turn down food or if I'm not hungry.
That’s when you know something’s wrong.
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Have you ever had a dream,
And you forget it, but then one day something similar happens from your dream, and you just stop and think, “Deja Vu”? And you felt like you actually just had a dream about the future.
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I wish I had a higher self esteem.
And feel better about myself.
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I strive for perfection.
It’s a habit that tortures the mind. It’s one that I despise. I’m always second guessing myself, I always think I’m not good enough, I notice my own faults more than anyone else. I’m too self conscious, I compare myself to others that I think are better than me too much. It’s slowly eats at you until you just feel so inferior to many people.
Like this if you're awake.
lloydcg:
Meeeep. I might hit you up.
Yupp!
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I feel like I can't trust anyone.
It’s because I know what people are capable of, I’ve experienced too many things, mentally and physically. I know what they can do to me, just like what many others have.
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Simplicity.
lloydcg:
I really appreciate all those little things a person could for me. It doesn’t take much to make me think “Oh, that’s really cute.” You could take me on a spontaneous Taco Bell date, take me out to ice cream when I’m sad, give me a long hug, a kiss on the cheek, a text that says “I hope you feel better,” etc. I would love it if a person did any of those little things, just to put a smile...
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New years resolution.
I have never told anyone this, but I’ve went through depression this year for about 2 months. I’ve missed school, didn’t go to work, and just didn’t communicate with anyone for awhile. I had the “fuck everything” mentality. It was definitely a hardship that haunts me today because of the fact I remember trying to commit suicide several times during this period...
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When I lose something.
And someone asks, “Where is it?”
WELL DAMN NIGGA, IF I KNEW, IT WOULDN’T BE LOST NOW WOULD IT?!
supjerbear asked: LOOOOL
