Honestly, it never is to anyone else’s perspective. I do so much, I really do. I can hardly breathe with everything I do. My parents think I’m failure and a nuisance even though I’ve been taking AP classes since Freshmen year, been having a job since I was 14. Even right now I have two jobs just so I can take care of myself without bothering them. I’m also very committed to dance.I always try my absolute best to try and be there for my friends, I’ve risked getting fired and ditching my jobs plenty of times just to try and be there for them. Even with relationships, I give so much effort, I always make time for them with whatever time I have even with a busy schedule. And people still talk to me as if I’m not trying or doing anything, when I’m doing so much. If they could just realize how much I really try and do for them and how hard I try to be there for them. I guess my best isn’t good enough and that’s that. Maybe that’s why I always get cheated on, and maybe that’s why I always leave in the relationship because they already have found someone else behind my back.