I really appreciate all those little things a person could for me. It doesn’t take much to make me think “Oh, that’s really cute.” You could take me on a spontaneous Taco Bell date, take me out to ice cream when I’m sad, give me a long hug, a kiss on the cheek, a text that says “I hope you feel better,” etc. I would love it if a person did any of those little things, just to put a smile on my face.
I hate when people know my business. I would rather keep to myself about my problems. I don’t want pity, sympathy, or anything of the sort. I just don’t see the point in letting people know what’s wrong anymore.
I hope I magically turn hot by the age of 20 or there’s this no point in continuing my life anymore
I’m just afraid of making a fool out of myself.
It’s a habit that tortures the mind. It’s one that I despise. I’m always second guessing myself, I always think I’m not good enough, I notice my own faults more than anyone else. I’m too self conscious, I compare myself to others that I think are better than me too much. It’s slowly eats at you until you just feel so inferior to many people.
I miss being a kid so much. I miss not having a care in the world about anything, how I look, having enough money for college, working a job, stress, being judged, etc. Everything was so much more simple in my mind. I miss it so much. But I’m not naive anymore, my eyes are more open, and even though I am a kid at heart sometimes, growing up is inevitable. I just need to remember to have some fun along the way.
I honestly don’t get why couples break up just because one person still talks to their ex because they’re still friends. I understand why you would feel threatened or uncomfortable, that’s how I felt before. But you just have to suck it up because you can’t tell your boyfriend/girlfriend who they can and can’t talk to. That’s immature and too territorial. There’s nothing wrong with being friends with your ex.
To be honest, I’ve always been looked as the bad guy, the heart breaker, or player. It’s because I’m usually the one that people chase to try and be with, and they’re usually the one who fall for me way harder than I fall for them.
Then, why the fuck have you gone so far as to try and find someone else and lead them on? And then everything’s going great with them until you pull out the “I’m still not over my last relationship” card to clarify you’re still single. If you really weren’t over them, you would be using that time to heal and get over the last person rather than trying to find someone else and have the nerve to play that card with the current person you’re leading on.
I honestly am not fond of Father’s Day. I’m so envious of people who are close with their fathers. You guys should cherish that. I wish I was closer to you, we’ve been through a lot and I’m pretty sure I can speak for the both of us that we aren’t that fond of each other. I don’t really look as you as my dad rather than you’re just biologically my dad. But anyways Happy Father’s Day to you, dad. It’s kind of sad, I actually cannot find it in me to greet you in person.
I’m definitely not a romantic type. I am romantic, but only to a certain extent. Don’t get me wrong, those are nice time to time. But, honestly, that shit gets so old and so boring. I always like to do things differently than basic sappy shit all the time. Going out to eat and then a movie or something gets old right?